January 12, 2008

I’m still sick! Arg! (A Quick Update)

I am still so damn sick. Blearg. I still have one more Listening Time to review and I need to get the blog set up for Role-Playing (I’m thinking of modifying this template with the pictures Mama has drawn… I picked blue because she tends to use shades of blue… thoughts?) and stuff… and school is starting in like… 2 days… man, things to do… things to do…
Mostly, though, I just feel sick as fuck. I’ve been drinking water instead of my normal caffeine drinks, and I’ve actually like… taken medicine, which I rarely do, and I still feel like crap. I can function, unlike the first day I felt sick, but I feel like crap nonetheless.
Anyway, even though I have lots of shit to do, I don’t want to stress out. That’s something I want to make sure doesn’t happen with Role-Playing. I don’t want it to stress me out. “I have to do this, I have to do that.” No… I want to set up a schedule that will keep me working but not make me feel like shit and worry about it (the more I think about it, the more I think the episodes might be bi-weekly) so that I can, you know, accomplish something. That’s what I keep saying about it. I want to accomplish something.
Part of that is winning at school, of course. I only have 4 classes, but I need to actually COMPLETE them all… I can do this shit, I really can… I just have to keep this all going okay… and not let myself get stressed the fuck out.
Stress is my real enemy.

In other news, I’ve made up my mind, and I’m going to order one of these when they finally get back in stock? Why? Because I like the idea and I often wish I wore more jewelry on a daily basis. It looks kinda neat and is gender-neutral so I can wear it and I want to. So there.
Also, Rock Band continues to be awesome, by the way, even though my sickness means I haven’t been able to sing for awhile… which sucks. I really love singing! But oh well.
Finally… um… I dunno? I dunno. I don’t know what else to say. So there. A little update.

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