April 3, 2009
I guess this means I need to sign up for Grad school classes, too…
I got accepted to the Graduate Assistantship program. Yay!
Yay…
I mean, that’s good, right? A nice bit of money, a free ride to grad school, additional important work experience…
Of course, that means I’m still here.
Bleh, I know I’ve been over this before on this site, but as good of an idea that this all is, I want to get out of here. I don’t have anything against Cape, of course. I think this town is pretty great. But I want the freedom to be able to define my own damn life… transition… find out who I can be if I don’t have family and peer pressures on me all the time, you know?
The real solution here would be to just do it. To stop putting things off. To make everything happen, even though I’m still around here. But goodness, the fights that would bring. I am afraid of them.
Bleh, I’ll just have to. I’ll just have to. I can apply the forced good student thing to this too, can’t I? Then again, this is much scarier than the good student acting…
Ugh…
Sorry to bring all that up again.