May 24, 2011

Stupidly Bad Moods, and The Magical Timing to Fix Them

It was a Sunday in which I got little done. I mean, I had fun at a draft with everyone, even though there was a lot of confusion about the timing of it, but after that, it all went downhill. I had to work, but it was a short shift, so I didn’t get paid much. By the time I got home, my earlier fun basically felt really far away and just kind of felt like shit. I tried some gaming, but nothing appealed. I hadn’t seen Brer all day, because he’s been so sick he couldn’t even get out of bed. It’s good he was resting, but I was missing him. Conversations were going on in IRC, which I was trying to follow, but felt left out of for no actually sane reason. I knew then and now I was separated from the conversation simply because I was not joining in. It was getting later and later, and I felt like crap, emotionally more than anything.. I tweeted about it, got some nice support, but I was still alone and fucked up mood-wise.

Then out of nowhere, Ecks came online.

It was seriously like magic. Heh, apparently he had followed my twitter and I didn’t realize it was him. But seriously, just out of nowhere, he swept in, showed up, and distributed hugs liberally. I don’t get to talk to him near often enough, so I was glad to see him, and glad just to have someone there. We talked for awhile. It… it meant a lot.

I say this all the time, but fuck, I mean, what am I supposed to do, lie? I have some of the greatest people ever in my life.

Sure, by the time Ecks had calmed me down, it was like 3 AM, and then Molly decided I needed to get up at 8:30, so I’m kind of exhausted right now, but… well, it turned out pretty good. Pretty good indeed.

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