September 16, 2010

I Feel Asleep At Inopportune Moments

I keep falling asleep.

It normally happens when I sit down at my desk. I’ll turn on a youtube video or a let’s play or something, and then I’ll just dose off. I’ll keep snapping back awake, because I’m not supposed to be sleeping, but I can’t seem to help it. Eventually, this leads to be, angrily, going to bed. I then sleep, and wake up the next day. But I’m still tired.

I guess I haven’t been getting enough sleep? But I feel like I’ve been sleeping about as much as I normally do. Maybe it’s just the emotional exhaustion. I really have been running a million miles an hour, emotionally and physically. I’ve been doing so much. I’m ridiculous like that.

I felt like it really all came to a head the other day. I was playing Magic with everyone, and I was bringing by Blue/Green deck. This deck has counterspells, including my beloved Mystic Snake. I literally couldn’t focus on the game enough to be able to counter anything. I couldn’t follow it. I kept drifting off. It kind of embarrassed me.

I need a break, but I don’t think I’m going to get one. The best I can do is try to keep knocking things out, and keep making progress. At the end of the tunnel, I might be able to relax.

Also, napping. I need to nap more aggressively.
Eh, I’ll figure something out, right? Probably? I mean, sleep is just another thing to schedule, right? I can do that, can’t I?
Sure I can.

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