August 11, 2009
this is bloeg post
So, this is a blog post. A post on my blog. Blog post. Yep.
There is shit going down in my head right now. There are worries about. Worries about school, about finding a therapist and how I’m going to deal with that at home, about questionable purchases that may be arriving soon or not, about my body, about so many stupid things.
So many stupid things!
So many.
I mean, on one hand, I feel like I’m doing pretty okay. Things are going pretty sweet in my life. I am moderately successful. I am not having panic attacks.
And yet, I don’t know… my mumbling has come back, the mumbling where I constantly belittle myself and tell myself I’m stupid and whatnot. It hasn’t really been around for awhile, and I really don’t think it bodes well. I’ve got to be stressed.
And the semester hasn’t even started. Man.
How my thoughts change a lot in a day, huh?
Well, not really change… just the other side of things. The other one. Yeah.