February 5, 2011
Currently Unstable, But With A Great Line For A Poem
I’ve had a line in my head all day. It’s a good line. I’m not sure what I’d use it for, and I keep trying different variations. Basically, it’s, “When I’m cold like this, I can’t tell if that’s why I’m shivering.”
I’m shaky.
Have I not been sleeping enough? I’ve been trying to sleep in and rest. I’ve been trying to give myself time to relax while also doing a lot of work. I’ve been trying to get a lot done.
That’s just it, though. I’m always trying, aren’t I?
At some point I will get this shit figured out. I will be solid in what I need to do. I will make it work. Sometime.
Until then I’ll just have songs stuck in my head and be overly emotional with kittens and hide and stuff. I’ll keep that going. I’m good at that. I’ll watch cat videos and not watch the television shows I should and I’ll curl up under covers and that’ll be that.
Also the covers might be warm, so I’ll know why I’m shivering.
I fucking swear, there’s a mind-blowing line in a poem in that somewhere. I’ll figure it out.