{"id":358,"date":"2009-05-20T00:26:21","date_gmt":"2009-05-20T06:26:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=358"},"modified":"2009-05-19T08:26:54","modified_gmt":"2009-05-19T14:26:54","slug":"upon-seeing-my-grades-for-my-final-undergrad-semester","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=358","title":{"rendered":"Upon seeing my grades for my final undergrad semester."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Whelp, I ended my college career with a 4.0 year.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s&#8230; definitely something! I&#8217;m kind of proud of myself for sticking to it and making that happen. I was stressed out, but I worked hard, and I suppose this is my reward.<\/p>\n<p>Was it worth it? Eh, not really, but whatever. It basically just highlights how fucked up my college path was. I could have, easily, been getting 4.0s the entire time. But I let depression fuck me over, and I ran from things that stressed me out to help me recover, and all kinds of stupid shit happened. Yay for me.<br \/>\nIt is kind of a shame, though. There was a twinge of guilt when I saw everyone at the commencement who graduated with honors, and I was not among them, due to said fuck-ups. Still, the guilt was more for my parents. I was worried they would be pissed at me for not getting it. But I think they were just happy that I finally got to that point. Hell, I know I was.<\/p>\n<p>In the end, I know the grade doesn&#8217;t really matter. Hell, it&#8217;s not like what I got wasn&#8217;t decent. I ALMOST graduated Cum Laude. It&#8217;s the diploma that counts. And hell, I got that. Or, you know&#8230; I will when they send them out in a few weeks in the mail. Heh.<\/p>\n<p>But yeah, everything has past. Does my life feel different, now that I graduated? Nope. Not in the least. I&#8217;m still playing the same video games, talking to the same people&#8230; it&#8217;s going to hit me when people start moving away, which will happen. That&#8217;ll be sad times. But life moves on, and I have to move on if I want to be happy.<br \/>\nHave to move on and make things happen.<br \/>\nHave to.<\/p>\n<p>Yeah.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Whelp, I ended my college career with a 4.0 year. That&#8217;s&#8230; definitely something! I&#8217;m kind of proud of myself for sticking to it and making that happen. I was stressed out, but I worked hard, and I suppose this is my reward. Was it worth it? Eh, not really, but whatever. It basically just highlights [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,7,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=358"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=358"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=358"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=358"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}