{"id":3333,"date":"2012-06-02T09:08:42","date_gmt":"2012-06-02T15:08:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=3333"},"modified":"2012-06-02T09:08:42","modified_gmt":"2012-06-02T15:08:42","slug":"why-i-was-gone-sort-of","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=3333","title":{"rendered":"Why I Was Gone, Sort Of."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hi, blog.<\/p>\n<p>Sorry I was gone so long.<\/p>\n<p>Let me just kind of explain what happened, and then we can all move on with our lives.<\/p>\n<p>I was in a big bad emotional place and I just couldn&#8217;t focus at all. So much shit was going down, and I still don&#8217;t want to talk about it. Sorry about that. Overall, though, I&#8217;m feeling a lot better. I feel like things are going to work out in a positive manner with everyone happy and lives moving forward in useful ways. I hope that&#8217;s the case, anyway. Either way, I&#8217;ve stopped falling into my old patterns of singing about how terrible I am and imagining my own death in very gruesome ways, so that&#8217;s probably a good sign.<\/p>\n<p>In any case, I just really needed a break from this. I couldn&#8217;t fabricate something to write about that was happy, and I didn&#8217;t want to write about how depressed I was constantly. I&#8217;m sorry. That&#8217;s pretty shitty of me, I know. That sort of stuff shouldn&#8217;t be an excuse. But it was nice to relief pressure on myself in this little way when I felt so much otherwise.<\/p>\n<p>I wasn&#8217;t lying about the project, though. That&#8217;s a thing I hope moves forward smoothly. It&#8217;s NaGaDeMo or something like that. I really want to make a small version of everything I have planned. I don&#8217;t know if I&#8217;m going to have enough focus to do so, but I&#8217;m going to try. Pester me about it constantly or whatever, okay? Or not. Whatever.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, daily blogs will resume tomorrow (See, this is today&#8217;s blog! Ha! I&#8217;m totally cheating and shit!) and we&#8217;ll move on to a new age of stupid blog-like ramblings. Sound good? Cool.<\/p>\n<p>Thanks for understanding.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hi, blog. Sorry I was gone so long. Let me just kind of explain what happened, and then we can all move on with our lives. I was in a big bad emotional place and I just couldn&#8217;t focus at all. So much shit was going down, and I still don&#8217;t want to talk about [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,7,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3333"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3333"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3333\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3334,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3333\/revisions\/3334"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3333"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3333"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3333"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}