{"id":2201,"date":"2011-04-21T00:48:19","date_gmt":"2011-04-21T06:48:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=2201"},"modified":"2011-04-21T00:48:19","modified_gmt":"2011-04-21T06:48:19","slug":"not-letting-myself-get-away-with-not-patting-myself-on-the-back","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=2201","title":{"rendered":"Not Letting Myself Get Away With Not Patting Myself On The Back"},"content":{"rendered":"

You know what I need to do? I need to enjoy my successes.<\/p>\n

I got an acceptance email from a lit mag<\/a> today, saying that my short story, “Downsizing,” has been accepted for publication there.<\/p>\n

That’s top of cool, isn’t it?<\/p>\n

At the same time, I didn’t really jump up and down. I told everyone because that’s what I’m supposed to do, you know? In the same way, I succeeded at this because that’s what’s supposed to happen. I’m supposed to write things, and submit them, and get them published.<\/p>\n

Basically, this is, like, the stupidest way to think about things ever, and I do it all the time.<\/p>\n

I don’t know why my instant reaction to being successful is to undercut my success and attempt to make it meaningless. When amazing, awesome victory is merely “adequate,” it’s hard to take joy in anything. But this is really cool. This is like, the first time a serious publication has picked up my work. This is a thing that I should be proud of, and I’m letting my stupid brain stop me from being proud.<\/p>\n

So fuck that, I am proud. I did it. Me. I win at writing, and will continue to win.
\nI’m cool.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

You know what I need to do? I need to enjoy my successes. I got an acceptance email from a lit mag today, saying that my short story, “Downsizing,” has been accepted for publication there. That’s top of cool, isn’t it? At the same time, I didn’t really jump up and down. I told everyone […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,13,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2201"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2201"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2201\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2203,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2201\/revisions\/2203"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2201"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2201"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2201"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}