{"id":1491,"date":"2010-08-12T00:23:12","date_gmt":"2010-08-12T06:23:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=1491"},"modified":"2010-08-11T11:29:05","modified_gmt":"2010-08-11T17:29:05","slug":"how-stupid-of-me-to-write-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=1491","title":{"rendered":"How Stupid Of Me To Write This."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m on the verge.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s all coming to a head.<\/p>\n<p>More overused metaphors.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m seriously so close. So very close.<\/p>\n<p>Fuck.<\/p>\n<p>The moment before is always the worst, you know? Once you get on stage, then it&#8217;s easy. Once things are out in the open, there&#8217;s no longer any problem. But until then, until you make that step&#8230; it&#8217;s painful. It&#8217;s crazy. It&#8217;s tough.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s very tough.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m going to make it through this, and I am going to be the better for it. Sometimes, I just need to tell myself that. Sometimes I need to keep myself going. Keep myself from running away. Locking myself in here, with this computer, and never coming out. But no, I don&#8217;t need to do that. I&#8217;m going to make it through this.<\/p>\n<p>Fuck.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m on the verge. It&#8217;s all coming to a head. More overused metaphors. I&#8217;m seriously so close. So very close. Fuck. The moment before is always the worst, you know? Once you get on stage, then it&#8217;s easy. Once things are out in the open, there&#8217;s no longer any problem. But until then, until you [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,7,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1491"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1491"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1491\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1492,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1491\/revisions\/1492"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1491"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1491"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1491"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}