{"id":1195,"date":"2010-04-15T00:35:13","date_gmt":"2010-04-15T06:35:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=1195"},"modified":"2010-04-14T06:38:00","modified_gmt":"2010-04-14T12:38:00","slug":"panic-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/?p=1195","title":{"rendered":"Panic Day"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tuesday fucking sucked.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been a long time since I felt so out of control in my life. Everything started crashing down. I was sick in bed, assignments were due, I had been too sick to get them done&#8230; it was pretty awful. I was driving myself crazy with panic.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I&#8217;ve bitten too much off if 3 or so days of sickness can completely ruin me. Maybe I have too much going.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m going to catch up over the weekend. I&#8217;ll be okay. I&#8217;m the kind of person who is okay, and who will get things done correctly. Of that I have no doubt. But man, the panic I felt was&#8230; crazy&#8230; it was awful.<\/p>\n<p>I really don&#8217;t want to feel that again.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I should think about rescheduling my stuff next semester to stop this&#8230; so it&#8217;s not like I&#8217;m working 3 jobs or whatever.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tuesday fucking sucked. It&#8217;s been a long time since I felt so out of control in my life. Everything started crashing down. I was sick in bed, assignments were due, I had been too sick to get them done&#8230; it was pretty awful. I was driving myself crazy with panic. Maybe I&#8217;ve bitten too much [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,7,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1195"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1195"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1195\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1196,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1195\/revisions\/1196"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/getmeoutofthis.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}