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May 11, 2005
Amazing! When you do stuff, stuff gets done!
Today has been an intensely fruitful day for me so far. I'm honestly quasiproud of myself. If I did this kind of little shit everyday, maybe I'd get somewhere in life. Oh well, chances are I won't... *sighs*
I can't focus at all... like... normally I can't focus on getting anything of consequence done, but now I can't focus like... I can't focus my eyes on something or my mind on a single thought not focus. That is a "bad thing." I should do some heavy duty sleeping, but I know I probably won't. I suck alot like that.
One of the thing I actually did today? I called the Center for Health and Conseling to set up an appointment for tommorow. This will enable me to talk to someone who has at least a basic knowledge of therapists and where they are located and can be contacted, which will then, hopefully, lead me to summoning one of them on the phone and setting up and appointment with THEM. It's a small, stupid step, but any step I take towards transitioning feels big to me... I dunno... I need to get that shit rollin', I really do, although I should put the House of Awesome as my first priorty, which I am trying to do... But... yeah... this whole thing also begs the question of whether or not I can pay for therapy AND move out, and my answer is I'll not eat if I have to. Of course, since I'll probably be sacrificing food for games fairly frequently at the House of Awesome, another reason not to eat could prove problematic. But oh well, I've ready shown I pretty well don't give a rats ass if I make myself feel like crap, because I'm not willing to slow down and fix the situation till I'm about to collapse. Damn, I'm the smart one.
Also, I hope to god we only MOSTLY embarrass ourselves bowling tonight. Oh my, it'll be interesting.
Also... I wonder how this new relationship with Dai-chan is going to pan out... I shouldn't worry, we click really well... like... bleh, I don't want to take the time to try to akwardly describe it... but I'm pretty optimistic about the whole thing.
Also... have I mentioned I'm torrenting Samurai Champloo recently?
Posted by poetfox at May 11, 2005 03:02 PM
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