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July 05, 2004

I'm in love... I'm in love... I'm in love with a strict machine...

Back from trip. Cards came in, but Gameboy will probably have to wait until Tuesday. Oh well, at least it's on it's way. Jonathan scoffed at my Wierding deck the first time I tested it the moment I got home last night. Beh, it's really getting to the point where I can't stand playing any sort of cards with him. He's just got such a cocky air about him. I know my decks suck, but they're generally fun. Even when I try to make a serious deck it has to have funstupid in it. He is one asshole of a Spike/Jonny sometimes. But eh, I love him and his newly found facial hair. He is my brother, after all.
The cruise... was... a cruise. I don't see how people can enjoy like... spending a week doing what is basically a long car ride with leg room and a buffet for a week for three half-days of coolness. That's just bad time management. It's not fun. Mew. But I think my family had a good time, so it all works out, I suppose.
I do alot of stuff I don't like because I don't want to possibly change my family's plans. I wonder if that's a good thing or not.
There was two days of just sitting on the stupid boat before a day of driving home, and during that time I managed to get all thinking about how fat and ugly I was and how I'm never, ever going to be who I want to be. I'm a really depressing person when I try to be. I really don't like myself. I'm chubby around the middle and hairy and I apparently am missing something in the whole shaving process because my face always looks stubbly no matter what I do and it really pisses me off. I never get anything done with my life, I swear. I'm just going to be this confused gamer furry idiot my whole life. Miyah.
I should not be like that though. At least I get to have fun with my friends again today. Maybe slap the Euchre, maybe play some Magic... and I don't have work today, either, so that's a plus, I suppose.
I think Kazaa light might be doing something weird where everything I try to download gets like... wiped or something. *blinks* I'm going to check it out now. No, wait, it's just because for some reason there are a million blank copies of this particular song. Wonderful.
There was this music video channel on the boat, and it had like... the exact same rotation the entire time, so I saw the same music videos like 3 million and a half time. There was rap and crap. But there was some stuff that was decent. Like this song by Goldfrapp. Very me kinda song, Essner and everyone won't be listening to this. Kinda Ladytron/Garbageish. The music video had dancing dogguys and freaky visuals. I like the song mucho, and I almost have it downloaded. I might actually go out and buy their album if I can find it, which I should be able to, as there was only pretty popular stuff on that music video rotation. Also, I got to see the poor sickly little boy's (aka Ben Kweller) video for The Rules, which wasn't a very interesting video, but at least I got to listen to good music. Yay. And the video for The Darkness's Growing On Me is hilarious. I have a feeling Jonathan might get their album next time he finds himself with cash.
Holy crap, Goldfrapp must be popular, I'm actually getting an assload of hits on Kazaa.
I think I'm caught up with my comic reading and e-mailing and button menning from last week, too, and now I've blogged, so huzzah. Oh, DROID of all people left TEN messages on my phone last week. Droid! I was suprised, but it was kinda nice. ^_^
Enough with the bad blogging already! I need a shower desperately... (I hated the shower on the ship, it did evil things in my hair and had settings of scalding and not hot enough...)

Posted by poetfox at July 5, 2004 08:09 AM

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